New year, No problems. not the type to dwell. I’m just one of the guys, but clean up real nice. Somehow, i think i know i’ll get over it, oh wait, look at that. I’m over it. hahaha okay, i’m done…Happy new year everyone! it’s 2012, damn…This last year i can honestly say i felt every emotion possible. I met some great people, lost some dead weight, grew a pair - - lost them - - then grew a more solid pair and kept them, lol. 2011 pushed me to my limits, took me to my highest highs and not going to lie, my lowest lows. I was thrown on the ground and was forced to lift myself up, and i thank GOD for that because i can handle shit on my own now, and I don’t need you, or you, or yeah, even you to stand by my side because i can easily handle my own, and trust me, I will. I got closer to a person i never thought i would, and i’m so so thankful for that. Last night, might not have been my ideal new years eve, but i still wouldn’t change it for anything..The people I spent it with, have been there through thick and thin this last year and that’s the bigger picture i need to recognize. I love you guys, all you guys, even when you make me make want to rip my hair out, especially when you make me happy…and of course everything in between. 2012 though, i want you to push me 10x’s harder than 2011 did. take me to my ULTIMATE limits, let me grow, let me breakdown, let me cry, then let me heal, let me further my potential, break new ground, let me be stronger, and let me come out on top, above the madness, above the arrogence, above it all. Much love

-amanda.