“Sometimes you need to get lost in order to find yourself”

i can’t tell you how relevant that statement is. Since the beginning of summer I have been Lost. I didn’t know where I was going with my life, and in all honesty I still don’t, but the thing is at the beginning of summer i was really stressing on it, when really what i should have done was take a step back, and realize i just got out of highschool and the average person doesn’t know what they want to do right out of highschool, and the other percentage of people who think they all have it figured out, don’t even end up in that ideal story they have played out in their head. what i should have done, was relax. anyways that’s irrelevant, what’s important is, November opened my eyes in so many ways it’s almost a little unreal, I’ve gained a little confidence in more ways than one…I say what needs to be said, and my opinion has gotten a little bit louder than it was. not in a bad way, but in a much needed way. my plans, are starting to fall through, and i’m meeting some of the most amazing people i’ve met in years, my coworkers - - beyond great, i’m making amends with everyone i’ve had a falling out with, and saying sorry when it’s needed. i’m feeling more blessed than ever, and it’s a great fucking way to end my year. thankyou god, i mean that from the bottom of my heart, the pit of my stomach, all the way down to my toes. thankyou.

xoxo.