It’s funny.
How something can creep up out of nowhere, and shock the hell out of everyone, make everyone just sit their ass down and think. stop. and think, think about the situation that they are now faced with. Think about how they’re gonna deal with the aftermath if the worst case scenario is really the worst. What sucks the most is when you have the situation thrown at you full force and you’re thinking about it, with everything you have, but the actual shock still hasn’t hit you. No i lied, what sucks the MOST, is when that shock does finally hit you, it doesn’t creep up on you like the actual situation. It runs you over, and right before it runs you over it’s already shouting at you letting you know it’s on it’s way - in a matter of seconds. and those seconds are the longest seconds you’ll ever be faced with. Heavy. on my mind and i don’t know what to do. How to feel. Do i cry? Do i sympathize? Do i feel bitterness? Was it because of you, or you or was it because of you who let YOU do it?
Heavy. This can’t be happening. This can’t, be happening.
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